the summer

It has been a while since i have written in this thing, and what better time to write in it than just before I start another year of school...

Well the summer has been fillied with ups and downs and nothing short of a rollercoster ride. On the 7th I became an anutie. Which is very exciting and I will see what I can do about getting a picture of the little guy up here.

For the first two hours of his life he was wrapped in that pink blanket...I'm pretty sure he is going to be ok with it.

On another note, today was a very hard day for Jessi...She is done with surgery, but having a very hard first day home. Please if you still read this you will pray for her, she needs it.

thats all i got for now...sorry im going to go check on her.

I stop to catch my breath - And I stop to catch your eye
No need to second-guess - That you’ve been on my mind
I dream days away, but that’s okay -
It’s like I want to hear a silent sound - And then hold it in my hand
But a rose won’t blossom from a ground - Of desert sand, but I like to pretend that

One day I’ll turn around - I’ll see your hand reach out
I’m only fooling myself, oh, - But maybe when you smile
It means you’d stay awhile - Just maybe you’d save me now

Well, now it’s etched in stone - That I can’t survive alone - You have the missing piece
That I need so desperately - Yes, I slip away to a day that’ll never come
It’s like a splash of water to my face - When I suddenly realize - That you could never find a place
For me in your eyes, and I don’t know why I keep thinking

One day I’ll turn around - I’ll see your hand reach out
I’m only fooling myself, oh, - But maybe when you smile
It means you’d stay awhile - Just maybe you’d save me now

It’s love in disguise - I’m lost in your eyes - I’m lost in your eyes

One day I’ll turn around - I’ll see your hand reach out
I’m only fooling myself, oh, - But maybe when you smile
It means you’d stay awhile - Just maybe you’d save me now - Save me now
Just maybe you’d save me now

New hair cut, new phone, new place...

Well friends, long time no see. I  in less then two days i will be on the beach in florida... how wonderful... tons of pictures when I return I am sure.

I have gotten a new hair cut which i kind of enjoy... see pictures on facebook if you have yet to see it.

Also, i have gotten a cell phone again, this time pri for good...so if you want the number and yet do not have it... all you have to do is ask. I will gladly give it to you.

As for those of you i have not spoken to in a while... I do hope you are well, really.

No more cell phone for now...sorry everyone, not that anyone really called anyway... I am trying to work out if its worth it to get one again or not. For now you can reach me at home... if you want that number, all you need to do is ask, for the rest of you stalker bitches that thought you were just going to get my phone number really sorry to break your hearts.

AHH!!!

So I am sitting in menomonie and I have never been so bored in my life. hint hint...anyone want to do anything with me...pretty much free all the time.

Lets see what has my life consisted of... getting up, showering, playing wii/xbox, eating lunch, tv/wii/xbox...and then possibly dinner... tv/wii/xbox... As you can see its very consuming and if you ever know me, I am going crazy with the fact that I am so bored. Today I cleaned the house because i had nothing to do, and I dont even like to clean.

So I hope everyone else is doing well, since i havent talked to anyone in forever...